I can't even begin to put it into words what it feels like to be in a new home. God has been good to me. I confess, I am learning how to trust Him all over again. There have been so many disappointments in life the past 6 months. There have also been too many people who just wanna tell me "TRUST GOD..." I CONFESS: I have stayed away from these people to try and catch my breathe.
Surgeries... deaths... and I am supposed to TRUST GOD... I'm just trying to figure out how you do that and pick up your face when it's buried in tears and grief. It's all good. This NEW SPACE ... this NEW BEGINNING is the catalyst for change. Pain is a precursor for change. I know this. I learned that lesson eons ago.
And so it is... What's next? I know it's GOTTA BE ONLY GOOD with the year that I have had. Stay tuned friends. Stay tuned. On the flip side: I have had the guts to pray..." show me how to trust you again? Show me... I've lost sight of how to do this. But we shall see. Only time will tell... for now...
I'm enjoying my new beginning in a new area of the Chi and in a new CLEAN...MOLD FREE: HOME
NMS
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